Saturday, December 27, 2008
Tdy went to orchard wif family. so bored.
Had dinner dere in the hotel. So ex de.
Den jiu went walk walk le.
No go training tdy again. Really no mood lahs.
Oso dont tink i can play well le. No energy to do thngs
dis few days. Felt like quite dying le.
Forced myself to update dis a foot stepped into the coffin blog.
Tink it would kick the bucket sooner or ltr bah. Coz really no
time to update delor. Nid come back to woodlands here.
Erm cont wif my normal blogging writimg style, its still sad n emo type.
Not becoz i enjoy writing dis kind of stuff. But my life is really lack
of happiness n laughter. Still waiting for the person who will bring me
those to come to my life. Pls come quick. Lols.
Anyway take cares eveyone.
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Today de training very bo liao..
Play half a match then 3v3 for a long time.
Tomorrow going Shuqun sec for friendly match.
Actually don't want to go one, cos I don't like those training and I don't want to be in main 12.
I rather Derick be in main 12..
I don't feel like going to the training!
I want more time to go out..
Then went swimming with Chinleong, Yonghan and Jonathon.
They at swimming pool there kua zhabor lorhs..
Kidding about taking one of the girl's number,
Then saw that the girl's mother is also there.
And Chinleong saw that the girl's mother is his mother's very close friend!
Lucky he didn't go ask lor, if not very awkward..
And the girl's mother didnt' see him.. Heng ah.
Very hungry whole day didn't eat anything except instant noodles..
Monday, October 27, 2008
Gotten out of 2/4 le dont think will miss ba..
Coz still same sch n things shld b just the same ar..
Only sad things is i n zp, yh, sebas, iggy may not
hang out as often..
Fri nite granny went to hospital for surgery,
i oso duno wad illness she get.. I nv gotten so worried b4..
I realised dat how important my family is to me n
i cant afford to lose dem no matter wad..
Den saturday afternoon when i visit her, she still in
the icu ward.. It breaks my heart seeing all the tubes
inserted into her throat.. ><
Everyone was so depressed including
me.. Fortunately she got betta today n sent back to
normal de ward.. (:
Muz thnk mel trying to cheer me up, it did help a
little.. Although now still a bit worried bout granny
bt overall was quite relieve now..
Thnks god for letting my granny stay.. N hope
dat she will get well soon.. Love her always.. [:
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
Nth to upload oso.. Labels: Changes
Dis few days i m.i.a sia.. locked myself at hme..
Dont even feel like gg out even training no go oso.. haix
no mood dis few days n things seems boring n dull.. i tot quite a lot..
i decided le my world will not revolve around anybody,
bt only myself..
sometimes make some changes to life may not be bad though..
i think i will stay at hme for dis whole week ba, i nt around,
even air will be fresher to some ppl..
Watched a show which i found a few lines quite erm i dunno how
to describe it lahx.. one quite pessimistic it says
'some things are just not meant to be' n other one i find it quite
direct n touching.. The guy just asked the girl,
' Can i keep YOU??'
Its like can i? I dont think i hav anything else to write bout le n
i dont wan to listen to the song 'Im all about u' again!
Goodnitez to all..(although not many will read)
Signing off,
Cas™
Sunday, August 24, 2008
after a long long time im posting again.. eh ytd had friendly wif queensway sec.. nv lose to them b4 bt dis time we draw so sian diao.. coz tee hao n thomas not there den played til very luan.. haix.
Interhse vball oso lost in first round how to cor me cheer up.. Got cheated duno no rotation den we go rotate dats yy lost to gary team.. wad the.. still got scolded by yeo tupid hecon.. 4demerits le lehx..
yy she dun wan go retire kip coming out hai ren...
Monday, May 26, 2008
Dont feel like posting le sia.. very sian lor..want to watch movie
den everytime no time de lor..results so bad still got mood to watch movie lehx pro mahx?
My life is getting more n more colorless nth works anyway..
nth new nth fun.. Jux the same..Is dere any thing dat can help me carry on
wif this god damn boring life? Donated money to the si chuan n the other cyclone
country which i forgot le.. Lots n lots ppl donate money to let dem carry on wif their life
but with their loved ones gone could dey still possible to live? Or can dey carry on wif their
life using the lie dat if the dead saw dem dey wont b happy? When dey r not dere at all anymore?
well dats not up to us to decide.. Shld i let myself keep on falling or pick myself up n carry on wif my life? Even if no one cares bt at least me, myself shld care.. Coz dis is my life n everything in
it is bout me.. No one else would even bother isnt it? Well sometimes when uu r alone uu really could sort things out..
i do not care if anyone read my posts coz this is the way i express myself, not for anyone bt myself..
Bt to those hu will read, i still will thnks dem even if im not sure at all if dere were any...
Anger vent, feelings expressed, time for me to go.. I noe all tis do not sound like me..
Mayb i hav a split personality ba.. Who cares.. hahax
Sunday, May 18, 2008
sianx..b'day over le..older le nid to grow up le lor..haix
anyway no big deal lucky ytd escaped frm bash..hahax.. Hey james, not so easy to bash me
wor..lolx..Btw thnks to all tat had wished me happy b'day..n those who did not...Argh..hahax jk
lahx noe uu all not on purpose de..Bt i dont wan to b older!! Hahax..nth else to write le gg to
learn play beach volleyball soon le.. surey would b fun de lor.. xP